Monday, August 17, 2009

went out to catch a movie today. wanted to watch hangover but was convinced that where got ghost was the better option. BIG MISTAKE. i was freaked out for like half the movie. i swear, i hate that my friends never remember that i cant sit through horror and i waste a movie ticket staring at my feet or playing with my phone. sighssss.
but it wasn't too bad a movie really. just that you wont see me watching it EVER AGAIN. not even when my parents wanna watch it on dvd. haha.
surgery's in ten hours. i'm too nervous to sleep. can't eat from midnight onwards so no sweets or caffeine. sighs. stupidfuckingneedles. did i mention how deathly afraid am i of needles? especially with my low blood flow crap.
oh oh oh. btw i'm saving the text as proof yeah. hahaha. i think SOME people know what i mean. hahaha. can you say high?
having an headache right now. goshdarnit. of all inconvenient times. oh wells. not quite coherent as you can see.

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
-taylor swift

what we could have been, 10:40 pm.